The Bigger Sorts of Gifts
Holidays cheapen our love by creating a single day where we can prove our claims of love. Instead of an expression spread the year round, the holiday becomes a love banquet, a virtual battle ground of emotion where big expressions mean real emotion and capital expenditure of effort translates to real love. Is it genuine? Perhaps, but for those whose remaining 364 days in the year are far less romantic or even void of expressions of love these days become cheap and sad.
Holidays provide us with opportunities for big expressions. We buy a huge gift and work tirelessly to express our appreciation for someone we love. Gifts and actions are designed to translate as “I love you” or “I appreciate you”, but what of the rest of the year? Do these holidays function as our cannonball of love where we express our love on one day and allow ourselves the other 364 days to remain inexpressive?
Holidays become inverted when expressions are so large they beg the question of sincerity. Often the biggest efforts come from those whose failures throughout the year seem to demand a big expression. In essence the holiday becomes for the callous or indifferent a one-stop shop for expressing an emotion. In this one-act play of love the actor takes the stage, plays the part and recedes back to indifference.
For many a holiday is a saving grace: play the part. Bad actors redeem themselves with big gifts and find a culturally acceptable arena where love is equal to expenditure and big efforts of purchases mean love. Distorted as it is we must remain cautious and aware of a gift giver’s intent. How real is the expression? To avoid a cheapening of the holiday we must filter both ourselves and those who give us gifts. Accepting an insincere gift is as much a crime as giving one. For no matter how bad or cynical the performance it only achieves its goal with an audience who accepts the message. Rejection is key and the insistent assertion of an expectation of genuine love during the entire year is the only way to make all holidays true and one’s daily existence worth dedicating to another.
Of A Heightened Expectation
Unequal levels of justice exist in society. For some, especially those who work with the vulnerable in society, we demand better behavior and enact more severe punishment for violations of our trust. In many ways we match our vulnerability with the justice doled out for violations.
For those who take advantage of our vulnerability we provide dual layers of punishment. Media stories are peppered with tales of “teachers gone wrong” and others who have failed at professional obligations. Public shaming comes before social justice and anyone who breaks public trust faces a trial by media long before appearing before a judge. In these initial stages there is no protection and one is dependent on public patience or the ability to communicate well in the face of fire.
To those whose violations of trust have been proven in a court of law we hold minimal patience. Justice is fast and never enough in cases of figures whose violations of the vulnerable have been proven. Granted our trust dare not violate it. Do so and brave the forces of a public whose own sense of security and social trust hinges less on you as the person and more on the basis of what you represent. Violating Doctor or Teacher, you are less an individual and more a symbol of social expectation.
Distance in Vibrations
Technology allows us to keep our distant friends at our hip. Reduced to vibrations and beeps, the people we need to know but safely can avoid become subjects for our cell phones. We avoid these certain people by leaving them to voice mail, reducing them to texts and leaving our interactions with them to times of maximum convenience. Maybe we never answer their call, choosing instead to leave them to the dark recesses of our voice mail boxes they may linger there for days or weeks or months.
Technology is often cited as a delicious answer to contemporary society’s quandary of isolation. Yes, we can connect with distant friends and relatives. No longer can geography hinder our ability to speak to those we love. Our boundaries have been broken and we’re always there, always ready and capable of taking a call or making contact. Herein lies the flip side; though, with greater access comes the need for greater filters. Though we can connect at anytime we rarely want to. Inherently individualistic we cannot be everything to everyone all the time. Each of us reaches a point where privacy is the greatest asset and receding into lonesome desolation a paradise. Technology serves us here by buffeting our boundaries. Turn away the calls and texts, block for me, dear cell phone, the voices and minds that claim to need me now. For some this is blessing, but for others this ability to break away is scary and impossible. To those unable to leave the phone behind or who are forever linked to their device we can only wonder.
For some, technologies greatest gift is the ability to connect at anytime. For others this is less true and technology works as filter from the outside world: I am here but where I want to be. Yes, you can reach me if you want but I’m still hidden here, behind this plastic which allows me greater access but, by virtue of my choice, the blissful bubble of device enabled privacy.
Gadfly Rights: Entitlements to Speak in the Internet Age
Does the internet give us all a sense of entitlement? Connected to the world via our computers we become more than just a user. Post on a discussion board and be read by thousands all over the world. Suddenly a simple whim spirals to a post, which spirals to a thread, becomes a forum and via social media a tiny tumult in a teacup.
All ages determine the communicative power of its citizens. Before a system of letters the furthest one could “broadcast” his or her thoughts was determined by a strength of voice. Letters gifted relative permanence (if your slate was protected). Maybe here we have the dawn of “sacred texts” as major works were easily washed away or broken and in need of special categorization to warrant extra watch. Further advances in communication expanded distance and permanence and with both increasing abilities to have a say. With the dawn of the internet age the cadre of communication tools at our disposal gives us immense amounts of power.
Though we possess these tools, many do not take advantage of their true scheme. Just as with weapons only a small group of individual will take advantage of the items full power, communication tools have a limited use by some. One wonders whether a bell-curve distribution would reflect the use of weapons and communication tools? Do the majority of a population utilize half of the resource with smaller clusters using maximum and minimum values?
Furthermore, with the dawn of these new communication tools does a change result simply from their existence? In knowing that I can say anything to anyone do I secretly reserve it for my disposal? Is each of us a gadfly waiting for an issue to lure us to speak? Surely we all have issues that irk our blood and, if threatened in just the right way, prepared with both emotion and tools to convey our point. Herein lies the great dangers of all factors of society. Emotion + Ability = Hazard. This is perhaps the equation for all of history.